The autumn break is now over; it's back again to school tomorrow. *sad*
I'm not fretting over the Clandestine, Nondenominational Holiday Friend Exchange
yet, but just give me time
but I'm starting to worry about my and usomitai
-fic. We've finished it and have started on the editing, but it still scares me. It's so long
, and it's silly to think that, because obviously it's long, it's a big bang fic
, but it still scares me. Note to self: never write a 20 000+ words long fic again. *sadder*
I'm trying out some new pills, Equasym
, that will hopefully help me with my constant tiredness. Hitherto, there has been no significant change other than that my insomnia has gotten worse
. My melatonin
pills have worked brilliantly for the past two years, but it seems like Equasym neutralize them or something. In any case, instead of taking my fair time falling asleep and then sleep relatively peacefully, I don't sleep at all
. It doesn't matter that I'm so tired I'm feeling sick and have a headache; I just won't fall asleep. I need my seven hours of sleep, or more, otherwise my body and mind go haywire. I WANT SLEEP, FOR SOD'S SAKE. *bloody miserable*
No, I can't allow myself to wallow in self-pity; then this would look like any teenager's journal, and not like a madcap's fandom one. Sorry for the rant.
Now, onto much, much happier subjects:
I saw Transformers
with my brother yesterday. It was quite alright, even rather charming. I particularly liked Bumblebee's "dating tips" in the beginning. *g*
Oh, and this is made of awesome:Excerpt from this article.Because you actually feel quite ridiculous. You've got a knitting needle in your hand, and you're threatening someone's life with it, you know.
Aw, David! ♥ You are brilliant, even with your actoresque filler words! *cuts and pastes*You actually feel quite ridiculous. You've got a knitting needle in your hand, and you're threatening someone's life with it.You actually feel quite ridiculous. You've got a knitting needle in your hand, and you're threatening someone's life with it.
... Can someone iconize that for me? Pretty please? ♥ I'm willing to write ficlet or draw or both or whatever you want just have this iconized.