Hm, I haven't shared my personal life for a while now...

[beeinmybonnet]

Blarghity.


- I'll start this post with once again complaining over how the time just slip through my fingers. Not only does school suck my time and energy out of me like some sort of distasteful leech, but I need bloody hours to wind down before I can write, and all of a sudden it's time for bed. God, how I hate my ADHD sometimes. Oh well, I met my psychopathist psychiatrist today, and we agreed to up the dosage to 120 mg. That ought to help. And apparently I have a problem with squinting and astigmatism (not that the latter is any surprise...) and that is why can't see right. And the lovely news is that even if I get new, improved glasses, they won't help with this. *headdesk* Although one thing is awesome; I have gotten a referral to an allergist! \o/ Sure, it's mainly because we need to check if I'm so allergic to milk that I can't munch pills that contain minute traces of it (I believe I am, but better to make sure, right?) but while I'm there, I can whine and beg on bended knees for a sensitizing (or whatever the correct word is in English) so we can finally get a dog. I'm telling you, being this allergic is not fun. Anyone interested in a list of all my allergies? It's long, I tell you!


- Remember the First Year-fic? (No, I haven't abandoned it. I'm just a slow writer, and I can't concentrate enough to write, see above.) Well, the beginning has been nettling me for quite a while, and I sat down and reread the entire half-finished piece to see what was wrong (all +10,000 words~). And guess what I figured out? I rushed the events in the beginning, so I have to rewrite about half of it, if not more. Lovely, no? I shouldn't complain though; compared to other fics, this one has given me almost no writerly angst at all.
Now, if only the bloody werewolf essay would be as cooperative... *eyes document nastily* At least I'm over 2,800 words. It's gonna be long~


- Fanmixes are awesome. Full stop. If I hadn't been hoarding and downloading them like mad, I would never have heard of Something Corporate/Jack's Mannequin, Dashboard Confessional, Stars, Vienna Teng, Evermore, Voxtrot, Bright Eyes, and to an extent, my beloved Imogen Heap. So yes, fanmixes are awesome. <3


- House season 5 has started. :3 (If you're reading this, usomitai, stop doing that at once -- here be spoilers!) Yes, I know I'm six days late, but I'm stuck up here in Scandinavia, so I can't really help it. Anyways, that isn't what's important; what's important is that House and Wilson are on TV again! *flails* And they're just as lovely and screwed up as always. I'll be honest and say that the angst only makes me happy, which is... weird, seeing I was devastated during the Tritter Arc. Maybe I'm happy because I know that everything will work out in the end? Oh well, we'll wait and see~


I'll shut up now. I hope all of you are feeling well! <3

Comments

[brighty18.livejournal.com]

Hi!

Hopefully the dosage changes will help you. And things will start to feel better. That makes a big difference in everything in life, does it not?

So, are you allergic to dogs? I hope that you really can get one because they're a lot of fun!

And I am totally looking forward to your fics and essay!

[beeinmybonnet.livejournal.com]

Hi! Sorry for the late reply; I really did get sick and felt so awful for the last few days that I didn't log on at all. Sorry for that, but better late than never, right?

I hope it will help too. And absolutely, if you feel optimistic, life has a tendency to go smoothly.

Yes, alas I am! And I'm so angry about that, because I adore dogs and always have been. I'm having both my fingers and toes crossed for this treatment (even if it will take a loooong time before I'll even get to see the allergist..).

And I am totally looking forward to your fics and essay!
Things like this boost my ego, inspiration and mood like you wouldn't believe it. *g* Thank you!